Hey, yeah i know its been a long time. I just am finding it hard keeping up i just don't have money to do these seminars, events and all that trev wants me to do which is getting to me. Also Tae Kwon Do takes a lot of energy out of you and it effected my work i guess with this new boss i'm finding it harder now as she expects more, if i had a different sort of job it would be ok but where its physical work on top of Tae Kwon Do i find it harder. Over the few days i have been real stressed out and been feeling ill because of it, i had to do something. Since i stopped my money is building up and feel better with my work now, it is a shame because i really liked training but i feel i had no choice.
Really appreciate you helping me out its helped me a lot the main problem i had before was with confidence and because of you guys i feel so much better about myself. I wont give up martial arts i might take up Tae Chi maybe september or next year depending on how involved it is and how much. Would be nice to learn a different style, Tae Chi is more relaxed yet powerful so will be different.
Work getting worse lately, we got a manager who's now running to stores but hardley ever comes over, which means it's left to the 2 trading managers, but we might as well have dick and dom in da bungalow, they would be more use. They are great at making sure we have no staff in so nothing gets done properly, then when does make an apperance we all got a bolock in, then we get a visit and get a red, got another one tomorow so now stuck at work till 9pm tonight.
Should be off work on friday so should be able to go down next thursday and have a few, but not like last time when I left the pub and couldn't work out which way to go!